Sunday, June 25, 2006

Dream on !!

Well if you guys had been wondering what ever happened to this bloke? And why is my blog lying dormant for so long? Its coz I have been going through a roller coaster ride since the last 3 months or so……somehow living and blogging seemed inversely proportional, the more life I got, the less time and urge I had for blogging.

Going home after a long gap, my flight to Mumbai, Primesite, my project, Mumbai malls, Bars, Clubs, Pubs, Colaba, Wilson college hostel- mackichan hall, New York Bar, Kindred spirits, that ultimate day in office waiting for my presentation to get over and then rushing out to chase another dream…….whifffffff !!!…....I can never forget that day for the rest of my life and all the sleepless nights I was awake preparing myself for it!….
And then my last week in Mumbai….….……..a old church, Victoria terminus, a railway ticket counter and a reflection on the glass door of an ATM………..I wish I never had to come back!

I don’t know what to say or feel about them? I feel restless…I feel sad…I feel ecstatic…..I feel like a pregnant woman with lots of emotions held up in me about to come out of me, kicking and fighting inside me to let them come out. But I will hold them inside me….make them kick me, kill me and hurt me…no matter what they do? I won’t let them come out ……maybe I am just waiting for something to happen or someone to smile back on me…………….............Again!

Everytime that I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face gettin clearer
The past is gone
It went by like dust to dawn
Isnt that the way
Everybodys got their dues in life to pay
I know what nobody knows
Where it comes and where it goes
I know its everybodys sin
You got to lose to know how to win
Half my life is in books written pages
Live and learn from fools and from sages
You know its true
All the things come back to you
Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if its just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away
Dream on, dream on
Dream yourself a dream come true
Dream on, dream on
Dream until your dream come true
Dream on, dream on, dream on...
Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter and sing for the tears
Sing with me, if its just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away


Dream On
Aerosmith